| SPRING BREAK!!!!! |
[Mar. 12th, 2005|04:57 pm] |
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im sooooo glad its finally spring break! im in dallas til monday then we leave for padre!! it seems like everyone i know and their MOM is gonna be there!! but it'll be sweet b/c its my best friend, and a bunch of my badass guy friends. a constant party! we just cant get in trouble, so we must be very very safe! hopefully i will get some form of a tan. i think even a sunburn will do, anything is better than this god awful pastey pale skin! haha. peace out and i hope everyone has an awesome spring break/week. |
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[Feb. 11th, 2005|10:22 pm] |
well im in dallas for the weekend. its my dads bday on sunday and mine is on tuesday, so i guess we are doing a joint bday this weekend. i dont feel like im going to be older. i dont feel like i have any friends either. it just sucks when you think you know someone and they turn around and dissapoint the hell out of you. i drove up to dallas by myself. 5 of my "friends" were going too. they all rode w/ my "friend" stephen instead of me. it just really upsets me b/c i would never let someone drive by themselves for 4 1/2 hours, especially at night. i know its something stupid to get in a fight over, but it just made me lose a lot of respect for all of them. and what was the reason they didnt want to drive with me, you might ask? well its as simple as this. i dont have a laptop and they wanted to watch a dvd on the computerr. wow. my friendship is ouviously worth lest than a $4 movie from blockbuster.
valentines sucks. i have no guy b/c guys dont like me. or maybe im just not "girlfriend" material. |
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[Feb. 5th, 2005|09:44 pm] |
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just moved ino a new apt. so i may not be updating as much anymore until i get the internet. i kinda sorta got removed from the dorms. but its okay, no worries. its kinda scary and lonely in in an apt all by myself. i did absolutely jack shit today. ive never been so bored in my whole life. and i dont have tv yet or anything, so i sit in my room and listen to music. im scared to leave my apt at night b/c im a little girl looking to get raped. no, just kidding. but i totally cant fend for myself. if i were to ever get attacked, i would die for sure. i know like 6 guys that live in the same complex, so i feel a little safer, but still lonely and scared. :( bye, write comments please b/c it will make me happy. and not so bored. |
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| hello |
[Jan. 26th, 2005|10:12 pm] |
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ive decided that i am madly in love with family guy. im watching the one where peter gets everyone to believe that chris is dying because he wants gumble2gumble to come back on tv. o man, the best.
i went and watched some comedian girl at school today. shes from mtv(not famous)and she was actually pretty funny.
im getting over being sick. i think i had the flu or strp or i dont know. the doctor gave me penicillin, so i guess im getting better. my throught hurts sooo bad.
my friend erik taught me how to swallow pills. i dont know what my problem was, but i never learned how to swallow pills. i mean i can take pills, but i always spit them up before i actually get it down. i know its weird.
peace and love. |
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[Jan. 21st, 2005|03:52 am] |
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ok, lets see. what going on in my life. ummmmm.... it sucks hardcore. i got fired from cheesecake in SA. wooo. she hated me to begin with. o well, im gonna get a new job. yay. what else... i moved out of the dorms for unknown reasons....however i have people who are giving me their beds, couches and TVs, so im okay. no worries. now im tired. nite. |
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| shit.... |
[Jan. 5th, 2005|03:53 pm] |
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sucks. i dont want to go back to san antonio. when i first came back to dallas, i thought i would be soo ready to go back. man was i wrong. i love dallas. i like san antonio, but there is so much drama filled crap going on there, it's ridiculous. i know that if i were to move to dallas, my friends wouldnt always be here, but i would have my sister and my parents. and a job with people i like. im so confused.
andy wont talk to me. what a typical guy. i dont mean to be stereotypical, but a lot of guys are like this. if something scares you, you run away. thats cute. o well, boys will be boys.
tick tock. i have to drive all the way back to SA by myself! i hate doing this! |
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[Dec. 30th, 2004|05:14 pm] |
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ive been so busy, and i havent even got near a computer since last time i updated! sad, o so sad. well, i think its because i have been working my ass off. its been good though because i work mostly mornings, gotta love that. andy and i have been hanging out a lot. i know i've said it before, but he is such a sweet guy. we went to the mall the other day, and then to dinner and a movie. i am such a scarie movie freak. i get soooo scared. and of course, andy picked the SCARIEST movie ever!! Darkness? i dont know if any of you have seen it yet, but i am now officiall afraid of the dark. i dont think andy had any feeling left in his arm by the end of the movie. serves him right, making me see a scary movie. pshh. haha.
the only thing that kinda sucks about me spending this much time with andy is that.... I DONT LIVE IN DALLAS ANYMORE!!!! ::tear:: im gonna be sooo sad to go back, and andy's told me before that "he doesnt do long distance". jerk. well, actually i dont know if i even do long distance, but i could try. and technically i live in dallas, i just leave for four months at a time. but i come back a lot to visit. o well, we will just have to see what happens. no sense worrying, its not like we are even serious.
well gotta go get ready for a friends birthday dinner.
peace! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! |
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| break time.... |
[Dec. 15th, 2004|04:07 pm] |
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well, i am on a break from work right now. i have to go back in an hour. woo. i love working all day.(sarcasm) in case any of you are wondering, my double date didnt end up happening b/c my friends boyfriend had to work really late. o well, i still stayed at andy(the guy i like :)) til about 4:00am just talking. i really like everything about him so far, which is kinda weird b/c he doesnt look like my type. what is my type anyways? who knows. He is from a little hick town, but he's not a hick. you can tell he is from a small town though. We are gonna watch oceans 11 tonight because i have never seen a=it and he wants to take me to see oceans 12. I think i fell asleep watching oceans 11 once before. shhh.
people are starting to come home from college for christmas, im pretty exited. it's going to be weird to hang out with my old group again. but it will definite;y be a blast. well i have to go get ready for work now. woo. |
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| ho hum |
[Dec. 11th, 2004|10:07 pm] |
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so im in dallas for christmas break. i get to stay til january 10th or something. it's wierd b/c a lot of people are really exited to be home. i dont think im that exited. well i am, but i just dont want to be here for a whole month. im going on a double date tonight. i am exited about that b/c this guy is really sweet(i've only met him once), so far. I went to an AA meeting with my friend tonight. He is in rehab for a bunch of things, but is hopefully getting out really soon. I'm not sure how his life got so crazy without me knowing hardly any of the shit he was doing. This guy pat i used to date called me tonight. i guess it made me realize how much of a girl i REALLY am. i was all freaking out like "omg, should i call him back? i havent talked to him in almost a year, why is he calling me" TOTALLY OVERANALYZING THE SITUATION. turns out it was his best friend calling to make him mad or something. cool. well i gotta go on my date!! yay! |
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